The weekend

The weekend went okay, I took avice from a friend to "let things go". I kept my mouth shut and I think that's the best route to take from now" on. It's hard, because Justin's mom isn't a christian, and is very clear that she doesn't think any kind of religion is a good thing. She groups christians in with the "good white kkk "christian" ". Anyway, I don't understand how to be a good witness to someone who "dose one good deed a day". It just reminded me that there is a missing link between our real blood familys and our real familys in Christ. The weekend was good, the only bummer was I got sick the day we had to leave, and was throwing up, and feeling that my guts were being riped out of my body. Now I'm trying to get Helen back to sleeping good again.

I need prayer!!!!

Justin and I are going over to Portland/Albany this weekend to see family. I get along with his dad's side of the family fine, but his mom and sister. I feel at a lost. I have no idea what to say a round them. When I do talk I feel that I just stuck both feet in my mouth. And then when I just sit and listen, it's like I'm the wife who thinks better then everyone, and dosen't ever say any thing. I need lots of prayer this weekend. please